Alrighty, this day has been pivotal! How do i begin? Must be brief, anatomy test tomorrow. Cayce Remedies class today feeds my intuition. Green Ray Therapy post-class soothes chronic pain in QL on right side; while sitting in front of it, back to the green light and feeling whirly, i wait for 10-ish minutes. There is a slight and subtle pop in this area, and no more pain. Wow. With instructor, a classmate and i discuss emotional relationship to the P. Issues of Loss of Power and "not being good enough" emerge. She relates to me: I must ask myself, why am i afraid to step into my own power? What is selfishness, really: something placed upon me from outside perceptions? What in my life is a parasite? Why am i scattered? i shall meditate upon these thoughts and ask what i can do to get info to heal this. i shall look into a striking suggestion of Past Life Regression. Ask where... She strongly suggests past lives. Yes, there may be a link to the Mother. However, this usually deals with the past lives, she tells me. So here i go to the previous lives. What happened to me as a Zen Master? she asks. I meditate and receive an image of a stab to the abdomen. Zen Warrior or Zen monk? Are these lives one in the same or separate? A feeling of nausea and deep emotions arise within while having this experience in meditation. i leave this, and come back to sitting by the ocean on a bench. it is done for now. Solar Plexus and abdomen, areas of power, self empowerment. Will watch for relevance in days to come and continue to meditate even though i shy away from it in hesitation. Fear? Today, she also mentions the fear factor in dealing with psoriasis. Yes, fear to step into my own power. Hmmmm. Connection? In reference to the candida, she says this is emotional and to look at anger mainly and feeling scattered. "Psoriasis is fear of being hurt; your skin protects you," she writes on my paper at the close of my list of items in our "Daily Diet" homework, for which we write our current eating regime. At the spot for "other comments," i mention the P and candida issues in my body. She responds in reference to our blood types; being type O, i need lots of protein. "When you eat raw and sprouts, you are getting protein - how is your energy," she writes. Yes, when eating raw i have energy, post detox. Still, thoughts of raw fish dance wearily in my head. Am i craving these items? i ask myself. After class, she muscle tests me for parasites and candida; i hold my right hand in a particular "mudra" and she pushes my left arm down to see if it falls. it is strong at first, prior to placing the mudra. A class mate also tests; she seems clearly sure she has issues with them and yet shows strength both times her arms are pushed downward, so her body is in balance with bacteria. As for me, even before her hand pushes mine down (not a hard push here, just light), even as she approaches, i feel weak and queezy; needless to say, i got some issues here, grrrl! More parasite and candida cleansing. Fruits are fine for me, she says. Just need to supplement GSE & CandiGone and meditate on issue at hand for alternative relevance. Then, voila! i shall be healed :).
Juices:
1 QT collard, celery, cucumber, cilantro, jerusalem artichoke, burdock, lemon
1 QT all of the above except collard.
1 QT pineapple, lemon, mango (ha-ha-ha on juicing this goo!)
Suplements:
MSM with lemon n water, Flor Alive Revive All, Memory Revive, Arise and Shine herbs, ParaFreedom, Silver Hydrosol, Heavy Metal Detox, Nerve Tonic, Stone Breaker, Kidney Detox, Max Stress B, CoQ10, Enzymes, Probiotics, B-12, chlorella, lecithin, olive oil, flax oil, sleep!
Exercise n treatments:
skateboarding, Green Ray, short meditation
:) Love.
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