So, yes this is day 44. What a yummy day of exploration. Anatomy test this morn flows in a fairly smooth fashion after my 4 am attempt at waking, followed by about 2 hours of alternating long-term snoozes and music. I'm out of the shower by about 6:30, ready to make my morning MSM concoction and settle-in for a short study fest. Gloriously, i tread through papers, flashcards and books; amazing, my mind is working well without much sleep. YES! 'Bout time. Though the think-think-think of test-taking plays tricks on me, i finish with an A... last one out of the classroom again (same as last test taken during juicing extravaganza). All's well. Directly after class, i call Dr. Pagano in New Hampshire for our telephone appointment to discuss the P; he's an expert (Healing Psoriasis: The Natural Alternative). He gifts me with plenty of new info upon which i may reflect, first suggesting i lower my fruit juice consumption to 1-2 glasses a day (a-hum, not 1-2 QTS!), then suggesting Oolong tea in a proposal that i probably have both the P and eczema! In addition, i am to drink saffron water through the day instead of as a tea 1-2 times a day (1 tsp American Yellow Saffron and 1 gal mt spring water; boil water and steep saffron 20 min, strain and place back in gal jug; drink 1-2 glasses a day). I'll prolly just use a glass jar and ionized water. Should be A-ok. He mentions a new book just released by himself entitled One Cause, Many Ailments which surely incorporates Cayce remedies, etc. The book mentions Leaky Gut Syndrome as a main factor for illness. As for diet, he tells me to go 80% alkaline and 20% acidic. Staying clear of a state of extreme alkalinity is even more important than being too acidic. The most beneficial, he says, is fish. Duh-du-DUHHHH! The darker and oilier, the better: blue fish, mackerel, tuna, yellow fish, herring, halibut, salmon. Damn, this is gonna be tricky. Sticking to the raw, i may go raw with sushi or sushimi as long as i get very fresh fish. Love my vegifarian ways, though open for new insight. A go, at least! In explaining P, he says skin is doing what bowels and kidneys should be doing. Nearing the end of our wonderful conversation, i bring candida into the picture. He releases a big A-ha, and we begin again. My scribbles: The Kybalion, transmutation, polarity, frame of mind, change spectrum. See self as having things i want, think only of what i do want, not reflecting on anything other than this. Keep mind fixed on goal and let creative forces do the rest. I do not have to figure it out. Set what i want; it's all there! These messages continue to appear to me. Time of action is now. For candida, his strongest suggestions are active cultures, Lactobacillus, olive oil and garlic. One doc Pagano knows puts a few clients on 20 tsp a day. "This is not necessary, though." Well, what a relief 'cause otherwise I'd be carrying around a bottle of olive oil with me everywhere, taking breaks from class to slip off and sip some oil. Yummy! Plain yogurt is another great option, however he says the live cultures are just as well. As for juicing, he says the strongest options are lettuce, parsley, garlic, onion, spinach, celery and possibly some carrot if it agrees. So, that's that. I'm ready. Juices:
1 QT OJ (oops, pre-made What? must be consumed).
24 OZ carrot, celery, garlic, cucumber, parsley
Supplements:
kelp, Radiance C, FlorAlive Revive All, Arise and Shine Bladder and Nerve tonic, ParaFreedom, Silver Hydro, HMD, Stone Breaker, Kidney Detox, Max Stress B, A&S herbs, CoQ10, enzymes, probio's, chlorella, B-12, MSM with lemon water, Oolong tea, saffron tea, flax & olive oils (1 TB each), Candex, GSE, lecithin, Wormwood/black walnut tincture (been on this for the past few days also).
Treatments and exercise:
- 15 minutes green ray (nothing pivotal, just a great sense of easy in nervous system and slight ease to right lumbar area- QL maybe)
- Moon Salutations yoga 1 1/2 hr class at OceanFront (i love)
- Chiropractic treatment (Dr. Nelson is amazing and truly guru in his field. Love his alternative methods that weave with regular spinal adjustments, sacral & coccyx, polarity stretches, abdomen energetic charge. he is not scared to freakin' Crack it, then go subtle... i love. BTW, Cayce suggests spinal adjustments in the treatment of psoriasis. Goes like this, as suggested by Pagano in his Healing P book: To be administered after 1st colonic & cont. 1 x week for 12 weeks. Treatments center around 6 and 7 dorsal, 3 cervical, 9th dorsal & 4th lumbar vert. May need more sessions for stubborn P. Carl Nelson in particular once worked with Meridian Institute, now dismantled sadly, to administer adjustments for P patients as they participated in a full Cayce protocol together for research.)
- Spontaneous Kegel pulsations (oh my! i read about bicycle riding being great for urinary incontinence, which I developed slightly with the P back in London 6 years back)
- skin brushing
So post studying-meditation i fully free write, pen in meditation, within Zen flavor (my fave). Through writing in this manner, i allow my inner healer to emerge on paper (along with whatever else awaits in the folds of subconscious consciousness... to be heard--or not at all, who knows? no matter--by those with eyes, doors of perception). Suppose i'll share here:
This orange juice, pulpy and yummy as it is, causes scratches at occiput, bubbling stomach, solar plexus profusely begins to halt influx of toxins. O blood types fare not well to its fruit and secretions of luscious, tangy-sweet orange; its acidity putrefies insides and breaks down beneficial barriers of intestinal tract. Yoni yearns, Kegel clinches to soothe its searching. From Zen i am arisen, zen i shall live 'til zen at dust becomes me, to be true fruit of the Earth, cosmic Creator of our own consciousness, exalted by our own means, and thus tormented in the same-- if we choose (or not, choice is ours), or have chosen in past pulsations of pre-rhythmic body-being. Juice of the orange sits in meditation within jug upon woven Indonesian table-runner atop wooden antique dresser-drawers, reflecting light like that which rests inherent in each of us, awakening attuned invitation, a call to un-cocoon and bloom to a state of existence anew to every and all, fresh in each moment, every breath-- with purposeful, un-proposed attention, divinity arisen from the stars that speak through soul to the wholeness within that's nothing but nothing, like a flower that folds upon itself, sheds pedals like tears to regenerate as soil that nourishes mouths of all kingdoms-- like trees that sway to beats of breeze and breath of bats & bald eagles upon limbs, even biting bark as bugs, bounteous recyclers like tornadoes twisting reality that was, oh never to be again, but again in other form once again 'til never-more reborn. Torn like flesh in teeth: which way to go? Quit tugging. Jaw jerks, hurts, mandible masticating meat makes sickly and sick to think; secrete toxins too of mind, for what that's found beyond these bounds becomes One with non-conformed soul (we are) transformed to find mind a needle in birthday cake. Take another bite? Does Time bite back when hands tick backward? Lords of destiny, dare thy mock, for in stock an arsenal of affirmations; might Tick sway such revelations or transform in "twist of time?" Turn to face the folds of folly and fold all fears affront the shadow, showing face in mirror that awaits against reflection of orange pulp in plastic: Sip, or step through?---
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