Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Day 51

So everyone tells me to start eating now; "you have become entirely too thin. i did not notice this before you worked on me. It is wearing you down!" My teacher tells me this today after my practicum with her. Yikes.  i do weigh 120, that's 115 lbs or more lost since starting.  Guess it is time!  I reached my peak and now it is time to start eating solids again. It is scary, and just in the intake of simple miso I am brought back to a resemblance of physicality. Surely i no longer ride mostly in that spiritual realm.  I can easily juice again; no need be stressed though. I suppose that even though I desired to go 'til day 60 on juice, I am willing to let go and let god(dess). Will soak the prunes tomorrow. This has been an amazing journey, and I am thrilled to have experienced such an opportunity!  My emotions brought tears today, and i am sad in a way to come down from this space of high, yet thankful to ground again.  Three massages really wore me out this afternoon. 

I notice I am working with non-judgement, and today i am challenged with Emily concerning this topic. After our fabulous spiritual discussion last eve, i suppose that i simply flared-up today in opposition of that opening and placed that judgement. Ah well. Time sync and non-judgement = my journey today.  Lessons to be learned. lessons learning. Lesson learned.

Juices:
2 QT celery, cucumber, jerusalem artichoke, burdock, wheatgrass, parsley, ginger, prickly pear, collard, romaine
 
Supplements:
everything from yesterday. lots of bee pollen.

Treatments:
Epsom salt bath, skin brushing, castor oil pack

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